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I ran today. For the last 100m, I ran fast.
I'm confused after meeting some people this week. I felt like a child who lost their way. But now I can really see my fear. Maybe I'll get used to it and handle it better.
While I was briefly sharing my confusion with my teammate, my friend contacted me. I could read his loneliness in his text message. I almost cried. I don't know why, but I really care about him and feel close to him. I'm lucky to have a friend like him. At the same time, I think about how friendship is weak and fragile because of its purity.
I tried to wrap up today's studies but I didn't.
I realized I had lost the big picture, so I tried to get back on track. My mother started studying English and asked me for some details. When I answered, I realized I have the same problem when I'm studying. Teaching sometimes gives me precious wisdom.
I chatted with my teammates.